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so, i'm sitting here, sipping on a bottle of MGD and wondering what happened to my life....
...everything started off perfect when i was younger. i just
wonder what was the turn that i made that forced me down this wretched
path.
don't get me wrong, i love my family. i love ron. i love my
friends. i love maggie (my new puppy!). and i am
<b>healthy</b>. there isn't much more that i could ask for.
i just feel like i was cheated somehow. like there was something i
could've done to prevent all the events that have happened in the past
three years. i can literally feel all of you screaming in unison right
now,
"<i>NO THERE WASN'T!!!</i>"
but i assure you, that all of you are wrong...
i'm not a bad kid. what did i do to deserve all of this?
...maybe it wasn't <b>me.</b> maybe it was <b>kyle</b>.
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| - Last Chanceso, i'm sitting here, sipping on a bottle of MGD and wondering what happened to my life....
...everything started off perfect when i was younger. i just
wonder what was the turn that i made that forced me down this wretched
path.
don't get me wrong, i love my family. i love ron. i love my
friends. i love maggie (my new puppy!). and i am
<b>healthy</b>. there isn't much more that i could ask for.
i just feel like i was cheated somehow. like there was something i
could've done to prevent all the events that have happened in the past
three years. i can literally feel all of you screaming in unison right
now,
"<i>NO THERE WASN'T!!!</i>"
but i assure you, that all of you are wrong...
i'm not a bad kid. what did i do to deserve all of this?
...maybe it wasn't <b>me.</b> maybe it was <b>kyle</b>.
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| - karma<table cellspacing="0" style="border: 1px solid #333333; margin: 10px;"><tr><td colspan="2" style="border: none; font: bold 16px sans-serif; background: #ffddbb; color: #000000; padding: 5px; margin: 0px; text-align: center;">This Is My Life, Rated</td></tr><tr><td style="width: 85px; padding: 5px; font: bold 18px sans-serif; text-align: left; border: 1px solid #333333; border-left: none; background-image: none; background: #ffffcc; color: #000000;">Life: </td><td style="width: 240px; padding: 5px; padding-left: 0px; font: bold 18px sans-serif; text-align: left; border: 1px solid #333333; border-left: none; border-right: none; vertical-align: middle; background-image: none; background: #ffffff; color: #000000;"><img src="http://www.monkeyquiz.com/img/yelgrebar.gif" height="12" width="96" style="border: 1px solid #000000; border-left: none; vertical-align: middle; padding: 0px; margin: 0px;"> 4.8</td></tr><tr><td style="width: 85px; padding: 5px; font: bold 12px sans-serif; text-align: left; border: none; border-right: 1px solid #333333; background-image: none; background: #ffffcc; color: #000000;">Mind: </td><td style="width: 240px; padding: 5px; padding-left: 0px; font: bold 12px sans-serif; text-align: left; border: none; vertical-align: middle; background-image: none; background: #ffffff; color: #000000;"><img src="http://www.monkeyquiz.com/img/yelbar.gif" height="12" width="78" style="border: 1px solid #000000; border-left: none; vertical-align: middle; padding: 0px; margin: 0px;"> 3.9</td></tr><tr><td style="width: 85px; padding: 5px; font: bold 12px sans-serif; text-align: left; border: none; border-right: 1px solid #333333; background-image: none; background: #ffffcc; color: #000000;">Body: </td><td style="width: 240px; padding: 5px; padding-left: 0px; font: bold 12px sans-serif; text-align: left; border: none; vertical-align: middle; background-image: none; background: #ffffff; color: #000000;"><img src="http://www.monkeyquiz.com/img/yelgrebar.gif" height="12" width="96" style="border: 1px solid #000000; border-left: none; vertical-align: middle; padding: 0px; margin: 0px;"> 4.8</td></tr><tr><td style="width: 85px; padding: 5px; font: bold 12px sans-serif; text-align: left; border: none; border-right: 1px solid #333333; background-image: none; background: #ffffcc; color: #000000;">Spirit: </td><td style="width: 240px; padding: 5px; padding-left: 0px; font: bold 12px sans-serif; text-align: left; border: none; vertical-align: middle; background-image: none; background: #ffffff; color: #000000;"><img src="http://www.monkeyquiz.com/img/yelbar.gif" height="12" width="84" style="border: 1px solid #000000; border-left: none; vertical-align: middle; padding: 0px; margin: 0px;"> 4.2</td></tr><tr><td style="width: 85px; padding: 5px; font: bold 12px sans-serif; text-align: left; border: none; border-right: 1px solid #333333; background-image: none; background: #ffffcc; color: #000000;">Friends/Family: </td><td style="width: 240px; padding: 5px; padding-left: 0px; font: bold 12px sans-serif; text-align: left; border: none; vertical-align: middle; background-image: none; background: #ffffff; color: #000000;"><img src="http://www.monkeyquiz.com/img/yelgrebar.gif" height="12" width="100" style="border: 1px solid #000000; border-left: none; vertical-align: middle; padding: 0px; margin: 0px;"> 5</td></tr><tr><td style="width: 85px; padding: 5px; font: bold 12px sans-serif; text-align: left; border: none; border-right: 1px solid #333333; background-image: none; background: #ffffcc; color: #000000;">Love: </td><td style="width: 240px; padding: 5px; padding-left: 0px; font: bold 12px sans-serif; text-align: left; border: none; vertical-align: middle; background-image: none; background: #ffffff; color: #000000;"><img src="http://www.monkeyquiz.com/img/greblubar.gif" height="12" width="138" style="border: 1px solid #000000; border-left: none; vertical-align: middle; padding: 0px; margin: 0px;"> 6.9</td></tr><tr><td style="width: 85px; padding: 5px; font: bold 12px sans-serif; text-align: left; border: none; border-right: 1px solid #333333; background-image: none; background: #ffffcc; color: #000000;">Finance: </td><td style="width: 240px; padding: 5px; padding-left: 0px; font: bold 12px sans-serif; text-align: left; border: none; vertical-align: middle; background-image: none; background: #ffffff; color: #000000;"><img src="http://www.monkeyquiz.com/img/yelgrebar.gif" height="12" width="96" style="border: 1px solid #000000; border-left: none; vertical-align: middle; padding: 0px; margin: 0px;"> 4.8</td></tr><tr><td colspan="2" style="border: none; border-top: 1px solid #333333; font: bold 14px sans-serif; background: #ffeedd; padding: 5px; margin: 0px; text-align: center;"><a href="http://www.monkeyquiz.com/life/rate_my_life.html" style="color: #0000ff;">Take the Rate My Life Quiz</a></td></tr></table> | | |
| - we're so far away
isn't it funny when you look back and time and realize how much everything has changed?
he's forgotten about me.
damn...i am weak.
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| i'm smiling again. it's been awhile. i hope you all haven't forgotten about me yet....
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